you'll never walk alone

:(

2008-08-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

2008-08-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

YAY WE WON WE WONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN player with steven's name + my birthday scored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! win HURHURRR

2008-08-23T23:46:00.003+08:00

YAYYYYYYY CARRAGHER JUST SCORED YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ok good mood :) now we just score one more then winnnnnnnnn win win winnnnnnnn

eeyerh

2008-08-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

came home to a liverpool match and i was so happy.. and now we're losing 1-0 WAAAAAAAAAAA bad mood. only good thing is newcastle's also playing and and and and andddddd they're winning 1-0 cause OWEN scored OWEN OWENOWENOWENNNNNNNNn andddddd CHENG WEI'S BACK SOONNNNNNNNNNNN

piece of heaven

2008-08-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

steven's at my place sleeping now.. and i'm studying for chem tomorrow. GOSH after tomorrow i'll feel very happy because my papers next week are MCQs ::::::::)

tomorrow's friday! it's the weekenddddddddddddd and CHENG WEI'S COMING HOMEEEEEEEEEE <3333333333

beautiful day

2008-08-20T14:24:00.003+08:00

exams = me no lifezx. i wonder how everyone's doing.

chengwei: omgosh you're coming back on friday. which is in TWO MORE DAYS. i must see you i must see you i need to see you!

shu/ mel/ li: NEED TO SEE YOU THREE TOO. i miss you girls so much!

HAIXZXZ

and our hearts are on the everglow

2008-08-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

i know i havent updated for eons. my days have been good.. and bad.

bad: prelims, chem paper 3 tomorrow and you have no idea how much i need to not suck for this paper.

good: steven :) oh and, newcastle's playing now HAHA

2008-08-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

"Churchill was a poor performer at school," Dr Wright said.

"Einstein struggled with his school diploma, and Charlotte Bronte's school report in 1825 said that 'she knew nothing about grammar' and wrote 'indifferently'. So what's new?"

INTERESTING

ONE WEEK NO SCHOOL HOORAY

2008-08-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

i love my cousins hahahaha i'm talking to agacia and she totally appreciates my emoticons. you know the four annoying faces that raise their eyebrows i always give. here's what she said

Take a headshot says:
OMFG REALLY LOOKS LIKE U
Take a headshot says:
I'M GONNA ADD EVERY SINGLE ONE HAHAHAA

and then and then

Take a headshot says:
EH GOT SOMEMORE OR NOT
Take a headshot says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA EASY TO IRRITATE PPL WITH THAT

HAHAHAHA finally somebody appreciates them HAHAHA.

im talking to cheng and teresa, really i'm so so thankful i can talk to cheng wei so much even though she's overseas! everytime i talk to her i get very happy :)

sunshine :)

2008-08-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

i realise i haven't been updating at all. thing is so many things have happened but i don't want to share them with the whole world. all i know is, i have so much to be thankful for really. cheng, 21 more days and i will explode with joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i could stay lost in this moment forever

2008-07-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

k i change my mind HAHA!

tomorrow after school i'm studying at jeremy's and we both predict it'll be very productive. thing is both of us are super unmotivated but when we set our minds to it we're quite disciplined. sooooooo GOOD i'm looking forward to it.

now i need to do more chemistry.. and then pack my bag.

and i feel like opening a pack of walkers HURHUR i think i'm going to!

RRRRRRRRRSLKJFLSDKFJLSDKFJSDLKFJSLDKJ

2008-07-24T10:18:00.000+08:00

IM SUPER ANNOYED
AND I HATE EVERYONE
YES YOU I DONT LIKE YOU TOO. YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU

love in the first degree

2008-07-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

only you can set me free cause im guiltyyyyyy guilty as a girl can beeeeeee

love mambo songs, they're classic haha

woke up with horrid cramps. alksfsldkfj. then during the day it got better. then after i took a nap later in the day.. it came back. eeee means i can't sleep!

there's this thing on my base class whiteboard counting down to A levels and Prelims and it says 'do not erase' I FEEL LIKE ERASING IT. i think i'm going to..

ok bye i need to do work meowwww

so clear

2008-07-22T14:43:00.003+08:00

so clear so clear so clear

skype is the most amazing thing ever, i got to talk to cheng wei today for a total of 41 minutes and 14 seconds hahah BEST

i am.. doing math now at home. stats stats stats and i thought it was easy.. i thought wrongly.

beebee

with every kiss and every hug you make me fall in love

2008-07-20T22:48:00.003+08:00

and you mean to me
what i mean to you
and together baby
there is nothing we won't do

back to school! vomit

everything

2008-07-17T20:07:00.003+08:00

and in this crazy life
and through these crazy times
it's you
it's you
you're every line
you're every word
you're everything

it has been.. really amazing.

that aside, you know who you are don't be sad anymore. i'm always here for you to talk to. 24/7 and i mean it you can just wake me up anytime. <3 i love you

ps: if you really dont know who you are then MOTN N N ok now you'd better know.

i've been wanting to show everybody this picture. i'm extremely delighted with this because it features the two players i love the most.. from my favourite team somemore. (not)

crazy babyy

2008-07-16T19:55:00.002+08:00

that's the funniest thing ever hurhur

teresaaaaaaaa

2008-07-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

omgosh i love teresa so much ahahahahahhahah she's really the best i'm so looking forward to studying with her tomorrow and mondays and tuesdays!!!! cause we get so much work done and when we take breaks we always have fun hahah. hooray just like old times! :)

things will go my way

2008-07-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

i came to tell you
how it all began
nothing seems to work out right
i'm broken down again

so hold me now
and say it's not forever
cause maybe someday in time
things will go my way

2008-07-09T19:38:00.001+08:00

how much longer i ask

2008-07-09T17:26:00.003+08:00

you know whatt my physics teacher annoyed me again today. you know the one that threw my pencil? yeah that one.

today in class he said he wouldnt be around from the 22nd to the 27th and a someone would be coming in to relief teach. then he said we all know who the person is. then cause last time he wasnt around for quite long there was this lady who came in to teach.

SO after he said that i said in my NICEST voice 'oh is it the lady?' THEN HE WAS LIKE 'what the lady huh? show some respect' WHAT THE HELL MAN GOSH. like that also no respect. I SAID LADY HELLOOOOO i dont even usually say lady i say WOMAN. dont say lady then what you want me to say HUH i dont even know her name right. SHEESH YOU CHEESE.

i was so annoyed the whole lesson piece of pang sai. if he said anything else to me i'd have just walked out SHEESH and you wonder why i show no interest in your stupid classes. well quit wondering. stupid waste of my lifeeeeeeeeee

bye just wanted to rant

time can't erase a feeling this strong

2008-07-08T21:41:00.002+08:00

(you'll always be a part of me)

im staying over at li en's today ahahah ok omgosh godpa and godma just came home BYE :)

terraterraterrapin

2008-07-06T20:45:00.002+08:00

i want a terrapin.. actually i want two so it wont be lonely. i used to have terrapins then i didnt treasure them :'( now i regret boo hoo hoo

just now i was feeling very crappy but then i made a phonecall and it was better. plus i talked to jeremy online and he's always very retarded so i cheered up a bit. and i talked to hoiyan too which was very good :) i dont want her to leave again for australiaaaaaaa miss having her in school:(

you know what.. i would sacrifice half my bed to construct a terrapin enclosure.. it'd be the best terrapin enclosure ever. it'd have no cover, then i'd put a UVB reptile light so the cute terrapins can bask. and then there'd be a 'turtle dock' so they can get out of the water to bask. and it'd be able to adjust to the water level cause there'll be enough water for the terrapins to swim.. i'd feed it the best veggies and bloodworms and i'd change the water weekly DESPITE my predictions of the tank being very heavy. then at night i'll sleep on the sofa outside so i don't fall into the tank or dip my blanket into it..

terrapin :(

be my escape

2008-07-05T17:42:00.002+08:00

stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake

parents are leaving on tuesday for like a week and a bit. so i'm going to stay with li en on tuesday. Godma offered to let me stay the whole time but my mother says i can't cause i've to learn to work with paul and saul alsdkfjasl;dkfjsldkfjsaldkfjsldkfjlaksfdj dont want :( i think i work very well already.

went to chinatown just now with family and the market was quite fascinating. saul says they used to sell civet cats. !! i want a civet cat. and and i saw them selling frogs and crabs and eels and catfish and HUGE terrapin thingys. i say terrapin because they didnt look like turtles and they didnt look like tortoises. omgosh maybe when they say turtle soup it isnt actually turtle. but oh well you deserve it for even thinking of eating turtle.

i feel like going for a run or playing tennis. one of my teachers said something about having to be good at a racket game to be a pe teacher. so i guess i should go and learn it. i feel super inactive now. like i'm not even exercising. it's horrible and nobody has time to exercise with me :( i dont like to run on my own.

i feel like eating ice cream

dispassion

2008-07-04T23:35:00.002+08:00

HI CHENG MISS YOU, HOPE YOU'RE DOING FINE! im messaging your iz now, i'll tell you all about it when you're back :) and you can pretend i didnt tell you anything HAHAH

today feels funny cause i know i'll be stuck at home tomorrow doing work and more work.

work work work workkkkkkk

man it gets so boring

cheese

2008-07-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

it hurts but it may be the only way

omgosh today i went for chemistry until six and it was the best decision ever i now get chemical energetics. i have this weird feeling i'll be doing chem like crazy now. during the hols it was math. oh physics when's your turn

LKSDJFLDSKFJDLSKJ

2008-07-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

todayyyyy during dinner i ate like seven or eight sausages.. with a lot of mayo.. and now i feel like throwing up it's the worst feeling in the world : ( meowmeow meowww

i just realised, im talking to two jeremys hurhur.

bobobo-bo bo-bobo.. i kept saying that just now to annoy saul and it worked.. so i stopped.

i feel so sick.. arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

24 hour tag

2008-06-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

last night kiat sent me the link to some 24 hour tag game that keith talked about during lunch yesterday. it made me laugh like crazy and really brightened up my night (zz talk about lame) so thanks kiat!!!!!

today shing came to church and i must say got along very well with josh hahahah. shing i hope you had a good time and took back something from it!

cheng wei just called :) cheng i'll miss you so much when you leave on wednesday :( :( thank goodness your sms/call rates'll be the same, i promise to call and message you!!

school again tomorrow, sigh. the only thing i'm looking forward to is pe. jeremy promised me he'd be in school tomorrow, so PE HERE WE COME

maybe i'll regret you

2008-06-28T17:24:00.001+08:00

i need an escape

i'm like a bird

2008-06-22T17:56:00.006+08:00

arrghh i'll have to wake up in less than twelve hours! boohoohoo

dinnered with kiat and jeremy yesterday at the pasta place near my house, THE FOOD TOOK SO LONGGGGGG cause they were so busy but still. they took so long :(

slept at like three plus cause i couldn't sleep! pang sai must be the two free cups of tea from ikea..

struggled to wake up and go to church. after church went for lunch with kiat, chip and their parents at ikea! then kiat went to cut his hair. jeremy wasn't there cause he went to study/walk with his friend.

i'm back home now, and OH I KNOW WHERE TO WORK DURING THE DECEMBER HOLIDAYS ALREADY HAHAH. chip told me about this place he worked at last year and he asked me to work with him so YAY! :) i get to play with dogs there. so fun right!!!! dont tell you where

gosh i've been thinking about school the whole day. school school schoolllllll. damn man it's starting. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've been thinking and and anddddddd and i'm going to try to change a lot of things in school. hope it makes you happier. and more free.

i'm a big girl now

ps: SEAN I MISS THE IPOD expect to see me soon hahaahahhah

i tried to be perfect

2008-06-21T02:05:00.002+08:00

the holidays are ending, today i studied with sean and kiat at sean's house. had a pretty good time! just that i now have a sore throat from eating too much junk. good junk.

whenever i have a good talk with people on msn at night i feel very happy, such a good way to end my day. i really am thankful for that.

SIGH hate the thought of going back to school! i don't like school. don't like the school. and don't like most of whoever's in the school as well. pang sai. sucks to hate school. i loved it when i was in mg. and the teachers, they were the best teachers in the world <333333 when i'm a teacher i either want to teach at mg, or hwa chong HEH HEH HEH HEH which in my opinion is the best jc in singapore. oh wait you already knew that.

today i realized how keeping quiet and pretending doesn't erase anything, it just pushes everything away that's all. at the end of the day it all comes back to haunt you.

(i tried to be perfect it just wasn't worth it, nothing could ever be so wrong)

that's part of a very nice song by sum 41 - pieces. i had it in my old com but then i lost all my music when i switched to this one. jeremy sent the song to me just now, rekindled my love for the song.

ARRGH my ipod's at sean's house! now i can't listen to that song to sleep. HOW CARELESS OF ME.

k it's already two.. i should go sleep or else i won't be able to adjust back by monday. AAARRRRRRGGGHHH schoollll alksjfalskfjdslkjdlkfd

wtfjc

2008-06-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

hahah shi han and i were talking about how our secondary schools are so much better than our jc. and how our jc's so yucky and gross.

"yeah now it's like like wtfjc" HAHAHAHAHA it was pretty funny when i heard it then.

okay i just spent a hell lot of time teaching saul math. waste of my time. SERIOUSLY he's the most lazy thing ever. two questions from his exam paper then "oh i'm tired". and then i ask him to practice? he doesn't want to practice. HOW TO IMPROVE. plus he doesnt use his brains. seriously it's super irritating. everytime after telling him how to do something, he'll write one step down then go "then?" like HELLO THINK FOR YOURSELF. seriously super pissing. and math is a subject you have to practice and THINK for yourself. i mean i dont mind teaching him, but the moment i teach him he forgets. like i complete the square for him, then ask him to do the SAME question also cannot. then he tells me "oh i dont understand" then i teach him again he keeps quiet. then i say "understand?" then he says no. LIKE HELLO DONT UNDERSTAND THEN SAY RIGHT DONT WAIT FOR ME TO FINISH. and all the questions he asks (when i probe) and all the steps he doesnt understand are simple as hell. i really wonder what he's been doing in sec one and two. aslfkjaslfjdlskfjsldafjs;ldfjlsdkjlfaldsafjalkfjldsjfl

so annoyed. anyway thank goodness im going to do MY OWN work now. (he's sleeping)

LKDFJLKDSJFLKDSFJLKDFJLDKFJDLSF

2008-06-16T19:40:00.002+08:00

i'm so bloody irritated now i feel like smashing something.
:LSDKFJDSLKFJDSLKFJDSLKFJSDLKFJDSLKFJDSLKJFLKSDJFDLKSj

thanks josh

2008-06-15T01:57:00.001+08:00

Because it has lived its life intensely
the parch of grass still attracts the gaze of passers-by.
The flowers merely flower,
and they do this as well as they can.
The white lily, blooming unseen in the valley,
does not need to explain itself to anyone;
It lives merely for beauty.
Men, however, cannot accept that ‘merely’.

If tomatoes wanted to be melons,
they would look ridiculous.
I am always amazed
that so many people are concerned
with wanting to be what they are not;
what’s the point of making yourself looking ridiculous?

You don’t always have to pretend to be strong,
there’s no need to prove all the time that everything is going well,
you shouldn’t be concerned about what other people are thinking,
cry if you need to,
it’s good to cry out all your tears
(because only then will you be able to smile again).

- Mitsuo Aida

2008-06-12T18:16:00.002+08:00

i woke up at two. like oh my gosh. so i'm studying now. (it's six) and my mealtimes are screwed. i end up being reallyyyyyy really hungry at about three plus four, and then when it's dinnertime i end up just eating french beans (like just now) and then at weird hours in the morning when i'm studying again i feel hungry and end up eating leftover dinner and cornflakes. oh dear.

my cousin andrea just told me i'm not supposed to get out of the house tomorrow because it's friday the thirteenth. I REFUSE!! i'm going to my grandmother's tomorrow.

today the only people i've communicated with besides my immediate family are
kiat because i went into his facebook account last night and changed something and he saw it
jeremy because he wanted to know where the card shop at meridian was
sean because it was a continued conversation from last night. and we will continue again tonight
andrea because she always says hi online anyway and then doesnt reply

I NEED TO P BECAUSE I NEED TO INVITE PEOPLE TO EIC :(

2008-06-12T02:05:00.004+08:00

that simple conversation with you just made my day (very early morning actually)
and you have no idea
:)

hopelessly devoted to you

2008-06-11T15:05:00.003+08:00

But now there's nowhere to hide
Since you pushed my love aside
I'm out of my head
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you

My head is saying "Fool, forget him"
My heart is saying "Don't let go"
Hold on 'till the end
That's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you

had breakfast at ikea with kiat and tedric just now, YAY tedric lives so near me!!!! next time when we go eat pasta near AV kiat says we can call him too :)

i woke up to an empty house and rain this morning at eight. waking up to an empty house is nice sometimes. SOMETIMES. not all the time though, it gets lonely.

saul's home now which is GOOD because he can cook for me maggi me and watch videos with me. and i can force him to study.

lalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
(in the kitchen on the floor)

hi i'm using saul's tablet :)

2008-06-11T02:23:00.007+08:00

CLICK PICTURE TO ENLARGE :)

2008-06-09T01:22:00.001+08:00

hur hur i actually feel quite happy :)

nocturnal

2008-06-07T03:48:00.002+08:00

guess what. it's 4 in the morning and i'm here. i think i'm going crazy. i'm doing math. somehow i can't study during the day. that's horrible. i like studying at night. because the aircon's turned on, the only light that's turned on is the table lamp, and nobody (paul and saul) talks to me or tries to share space with me. i should just get a room with no windows, a study table with a lamp and sit myself in it. then i'll think it's at night. then i'll do more work. i'm stuck at this IDIOTIC as hell question. freaking summation. and freaking nyjc la set this kind of question. bye bye.

2008-06-06T14:37:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry,

whatever you do i'll be two steps behind you
wherever you go and i'll be there to remind you
that it only takes a minute of your precious time to turn around
and i'll be two steps behind

2008-06-05T21:34:00.002+08:00

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nobody

2008-06-05T15:06:00.002+08:00

nobody will go cycling with me just cause i want to. or like nobody will even freaking run with me. nobody will watch football and be happy with me. nobody knows what to do when i'm not happy. or maybe nobody even asks. why is it that i would do almost anything for anybody, somebody, but nobody will do it for me. i must be so repulsive. thanks nobody. and since nobody's the only one that bothers, nobody's to ask me about this.

BURNNNNNNNNN

2008-06-05T01:15:00.000+08:00

HAHAH KIAT THIS IS FOR YOU

charissa owen says:
LOVE YOU HAHAAHAHAHHA
charissa owen says:
kiat's totally shocked at our quick response
charissa owen says:
hahahahahahahahha
♥ SHU watch the stars crash into the sea, says:
HAHAHHAHAHA I KNOW BURN!
♥ SHU watch the stars crash into the sea, says:
tell him to stop trying hahahha so hard to insult us!
charissa owen says:
HAHAHAHAH

2008-06-04T17:10:00.003+08:00

never more confused
never more rejected
never more inadequate
never more alone
never more helpless
never more dependent
never more afraid
.
.
.
never more happy

strange, huh!

2008-06-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

there was once this matchstick, he scratched his head and died

cell retreat

2008-06-02T13:09:00.003+08:00

the past few days have been such a blast for me, starting friday. cell retreat! :)

oh and. don't bother reading this entry. it's just for myself to remember. and you're not gonna know what i'm taking about anyway. BYEEEEEEEEE press altF4

retreat was at this MEGA ULU place at boon lay, NTU. firstly, at boon lay, i encountered like a million escalators that weren't working, how horrible!!!! after taking a longggggggggg train ride to boon lay, we had to take a bus to ntu, then WALK really really reallyyyyyyyy far uphill to the bungalows.

it was pretty cool, that we had retreat in a bungalow, it gave everyone (well me at least) a chance to talk to everyone else and interact because well, we shared the same space. the girls had two rooms, joint by a toilet. the boys had one big room, and it was really smelly.

just some highlights of the camp for me

- heart to heart to heart to heart, louisa paul kiat and i. our late night walks down the hill.. and burning tissue paper (and mucus) and talking.

- night games, SUPER FUN!! we played murderer in the dark, and louisa kept wanting to pull landy's hair very hard hahahahahahah and she did because it was dark and nobody saw ahahahahhaa. and then blind man's! i really liked that game it was pretty hilarious :)

- dragon boating at kallang was surprisingly very fun! i kind of dreaded it cause it was all the way at kallang.. and i didn't want to get wet. we all got wet anyway, very very wet. there were three boats, and we had races and all, and our instructors also encouraged us to get everyone in the other boats very wet.. so yeah. and omgosh chin wee was sitting behind me.. and that pang sai kept going 'friendly fire!!!!' and splashed water at me.

- football on sunday night was SOOOOO FUN although i really suck at it and i missed a penalty (open goal penalty by the way HAHAHAH SO EMBARRASSING) kiat, nigel, john, me vs paul, tedric, chin wee, gary. the ball rolled down the hill like three or four times, and then they kept having to go down and pick it up.

- talk with paul when kiat was having his (45 minute long) shower and trying to guess what kiat was doing. hahahah we heard like plastic bag sounds so we were like okay kiat must be putting on his disposable underwear ahahahah.

- talk with paul and kiat when kiat was finally out of the shower! and kiat's many different accents.. scottish maidish(ok sorry) gollum SCOOBYDOO :) then going downstairs and kiat doing his gollum thing to the boys watching tv. oh and the extremely loud sneezes and guinness world records hahahah.

- 198 home with tedric! had a good talk with him, so it was a pretty good way to end cell retreat.

ahhhh the past few days were like heaven, and now i'm back home. and now i have to study very hard because i've enjoyed myself so much at cell retreat. work hard charissa.

2008-05-30T00:59:00.003+08:00

shu en, me, li en <3

shu en working at cold rock has its benefits hahahahahah her friend very kindly gave us random toppings for free :)

there was a shot of us facing the camera, but i'm not going to show you because it's really ugly HAHAHAHAHAHAH

GODMA!! <3

some guy godpa was talking to.. he was holding us up so i had to grab his ass to remind him it was time for us to go.

THE ENDDDDDDDDDD

birthday eve

2008-05-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

today was a very special day because i had dinner with godpa + godma + shu en + li en.

we went to hog's breath and i'm very very happy and contented because there's no other way i'd have spent the eve of my birthday :)

thank you thank you for spending time with me, you're all very special to me and i love you all very much <3333333333333333333

pictures in an hour hahah.

without you here

2008-05-29T00:53:00.003+08:00

60 - just say you understand says:
and omg
60 - just say you understand says:
al ur fault
charissa owen says:
YEAH THAT
charissa owen says:
my fault?
charissa owen says:
whattttt
60 - just say you understand says:
now even chip trying to steal my cuddle buddy

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHA

you're my shooting star

2008-05-27T22:40:00.002+08:00

and it hurts to want everything but nothing at the same time
i want what's yours and i want what's mine
i want you but i'm not giving in this time

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything that i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

HAHAHAHAHAH

2008-05-27T19:30:00.002+08:00

today i tricked kiat's brother that i took his cuddle buddy.. and his hwachong shirt.

60 - you're the only one who knows says:
UR DEAD

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH it was super funny, he even messaged and called me to find out where it was.

then i told him to go online and changed my display picture to the above and he was quite horrified hahahah.

:)

heeheezx

2008-05-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

omgosh i'm so touched hahahah shaunald just wished me happy birthday in advance cause he'll be overseas on my birthday AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW so thoughtful thank you shaunald i love you :)

(don't worry shu our default first to wish each other still stands hahahahah)

2008-05-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

today (okay fine yesterday since it's one something in the morning now) kiat's brother cooked again!! <3 his cooking

pity we'll have to hang out less now. how ironic right, it's the holidays but we can't hang out. stupid A levels, i hope i'll be focused this time.

MUST

clarification!!

2008-05-22T22:18:00.003+08:00

hi just in case, cuddle buddy happens to be A CUSHION. yes the pink one below. okay thank you have a nice day.

2008-05-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

cooking + cuddle buddies + ratzo + constant insults + future clay shooting = : )

2008-05-16T22:01:00.002+08:00

i think "all you wanted" is such a sweet song. i love michelle branch!! i wish someone would sing that song to me.
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cheng wei?

STUPID PHYSICS TEACHER

2008-05-14T20:36:00.004+08:00

i tell you what happened today. during physics class we had some group discussion and questions to do. then my physics teacher was walking around and he came to my group and he took my paper and pencil and said "what's this? the electrons so good ah only move in one direction". so i said "oh they move in all directions" then he said "then?" and then he THREW MY PENCIL ON THE TABLE

what the hell!!!!!!! what a RUDE SHIT

he then walked over to the group next to us and jeremy was like "nice throwing your pencil.." i was so annoyed so i said super loudly "ya what the hell how can he just throw my pencil. MY LEAD CAN BREAK YOU KNOW"

i mean seriously do you think you have the authority to do that? you may be my teacher but that gives you ZERO right at all to pick up MY THINGS and THROW THEM. you ANUS FACE.

I DONT EVEN LEARN SHIT DURING YOUR STUPID LESSON, IN FACT I THINK YOU SUCK. so stop being so freaking stuck up about yourself. you proclaimed that every year your physics rep would get an A for physics right? well you know what? they probably get A because you suck so bad they went to get a tuition teacher and it's thanks to the tuition teacher that they got an A.

throw my things again, i'm not going to wait for you to walk away before saying what i have to say.

teachers like you command ZERO respect. seriously what a rude shit. hope one day your kid grows up and throws something AT YOU

2008-05-12T23:03:00.004+08:00

i can't see me loving nobody but you
for all my life
when you're with me
baby the skies will be blue
for all my life

:)

2008-05-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

this week i achieved two things - saying yes, and saying no - at the appropriate times :) i am so proud of myself, i deserve an infinite amount of ice cream.

had a pretty interesting conversation with brian and josh today during lunch. thanks kiat for bringing me to COR and introducing me to your church friends. they've been really nice to me and i now have the courage to go to church alone hahah.

to my cogs friends, shu mel and amanda i miss you all so so much :( shu, hope your trip goes well! mel we have to talk soon i have so much to talk to you about! amanda i haven't seen you in a million years i think the next time i see you i'm going to cry again :(

i'm at my cousin joel's house now, they're watching the man u match. yucks. i would watch if it were liverpool/ newcastle but oh welllllllllllzxxxxxxx.

VIWAWAAAAAAAAA

2008-05-09T23:14:00.002+08:00

you know people tell me that if i'm not too nice to someone, he/she'll treasure me more when i'm nice to him/her. why does it work that way? does it?

because i absolutely refuse to believe it does, but sometimes i find myself wondering whether it really is true.

okay you're probably thinking 'big deal' and i'm thinking too much. TOO BAD, my teachers always tell me to think so there.

back to thinking about chem now. i'm glad it keeps me occupied so i can't think of anything else.. that doesn't think about me anyway.

ooooookay i'm getting weird. hello table hello chair

forgive, sounds good. forget, i'm not sure i could

2008-05-06T21:42:00.005+08:00

(not ready to make nice)

i'm trying to take it easy now and revise HAPPILY so i won't be stressed out. omgosh la if i stress out that would be horrible. and stupid.

anyway on sunday after church i went to alexandra village with kiat and family. SORRY made you guys squeeze hahahahah. cause kiat has two brothers and THEY'RE BIGGER THAN HIM BTW so you can imagine what it was like in the car.

his family's very nice though, i was like sorry!!! and his mother was like what for? hahah. plus she even gave him money for my lunch but me being a good independent girl paid for myself. alexandra village is like a 10 min walk from my house and after lunch they very kindly dropped me home, so for once i was home early on a sunday.

STUDIED AT HOME I STUDIED AT HOME

I AM STUDYINGGGGGGGGGGGG hooray hooray i really don't hate studying. just hate it when i can't do questions HAHA wish i had einstein living with me. then i'll be really happy studying. in all honesty i haven't done an amazing amount of studying ever so i'm quite glad i've started like studying. A levels arrghhhhh so scary!!!!

okay enough talking about studying haha. not going to waste time here anymore, gonna watch a bit of scrubs then do some work! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

kiat, you're an amazing friend and i'm so thankful to see you in school and outside school! hope blue + horny + stupid racket get back to you soon! :) NAAH see i chose the picture where you look better and i look more horrid.. just for you ok usually i choose the one where i look better ahahahahah.

over my head

2008-05-04T21:38:00.003+08:00

(i won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves)

the past week has been so draining.. physically and emotionally and i hope it'll come to an end like the week is coming to an end.

i have nothing else to say. well at least nothing else to say here.

i am going to distract myself by studying physics. goodbye don't say i don't study!

2008-05-03T14:38:00.002+08:00

i'm trying to study but there are so many things on my mind now, i'm finding it so hard to concentrate.

i have so many things to do, so many things to learn so many so manyyyyyyyy

i know it's stupid to let things like these overwhelm me so i'm not going to.

nopenopenopenopenopenopenopeeeeeeeee
looks like penope penop
oh well

maybe i should pick up smoking. JUST KIDDING I'LL NEVER PICK THAT UPPPPPPP it smells disgusting.

meeeowwmeowmeowmeowmeowmeowwwwwww chirpchirp chirp

2008-05-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

(40 kinds of sadness when you're gone)

i'm trying to do chemistry. yucks. i hate chemistry, i can't believe i'm trying to do it. i bought a chemistry book today, that must be why. i like using new things.

maybe i should get a new physics book so i'll do it. and hmm maybe a new econs and a new math book too.

kiat and reuben are at their poolside now I AM SO JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!! i want to live at bukit panjang. why doesn't anybody live near me :(

i hate it when people (my teachers for example) put pressure on me to do work. but too bad i guess, that's life. it gets really annoying though.

i can put pressure on myself. don't need help for that.

yucks

some days i feel like digging a hole and hiding inside. there's some chinese idiom for that if i'm not wrong. but i can't remember what it is. i don't care what it is. okay damn it i care. i am going to google it. screw i can't find it. AIYAH TOO BAD.

pangsai shithead

ok goodnight i have school tomorrow

2008-04-28T18:11:00.002+08:00

i'm so sorry i put you in such a difficult position today, it was really selfish of me. thank you for putting it behind you <3 i'll be more sensible next time!

tumbling after

2008-04-21T21:10:00.001+08:00

i'm falling down
tumbling after you
i'm overwhelmed
tripping over simple truth
in all i've found
there's nothing that's more beautiful
than what i've found in you

HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST SHOT

2008-04-16T23:16:00.002+08:00

i found this really cool song from playing guitar hero :) HOORAY!

more importantly,

SHU i miss you too :( :( what happened on monday night!!!!! i asked li en and she doesn't know!!!! we have to talk soon okay!! you're so busy with work and i'm so busy with school it's terrible!

MEL my dear don't worry about it okay? i'm always here for you and nothing's too (in your own words) random alright! that's what i'm here for, anytime of the day/night!

AMANDA sister the last time i talked to you was.. i can't remember. OH AND I SAW BEN TODAY. we must catch up please!! don't go to australia :(

i love the three of you so much!! now that i'm in COR we hardly hang out anymore and sometimes i feel so sad cause i miss out on so much :( but i'm really thankful though for each of you because you're all so special to me!! lots and lots of love <333333333333333333

a very very very very long picture post

2008-04-13T20:33:00.011+08:00

this is going to be very very long.. so if you're very busybody or very bored then you'll be entertained hahah.

kiat and i!! at his lift lobby

at bukit panjang plaza hahah

kiat, ian, me

JEROME!!

HAHA look at the magazine ian's reading!!!!

haha

kuok ming, ian, jerome, me

kuok ming, ian, jerome, me, kiat

STUDZ HAHAH minus amanda :(

mel and i :)

sunburntshu and i HAHA

<3

GORGEOUS MEL

LAST WEEK IN CHURCH, THE PASTOR TALKED TO US ABOUT NOT BEING GREEDY..

at warren having dinner!

christopher and i :)

tammie reliving her childhood hahahah

tammie, marcus, kiat, me

MY CUTE COUSIN ETHAN :) i have such cute cousins HEE HEE he wanted me to take a picture of his robot. HAHA

my other cousin agacia and ethan

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

when finally set free

2008-04-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take
reminding us how far we've come
let the pain burn away from our hearts
we have time to start all over again

but if you would shine your love down here
and make our hearts as perfect as new
if you would shine your love down here
i promise i'll reflect it right back at you

GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME

2008-04-09T21:50:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOSH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I'M REGRETTING NOT BEING ABLE TO WAKE UP AND WATCH THE LIVERPOOL MATCH OHHHHHHHHH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

learning to breathe

2008-04-08T18:19:00.002+08:00

hello, good morning, how you do
what makes your rising sun so new
i could use a fresh beginning too
all of my regrets are nothing new

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU :) :) :) :) :)

2008-04-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

SEXY LOVER SEXY LOOKS

happy 19th love, you mean the world to me <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO TO MY FAVOURITE TWINS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD :)
darren = mine, LI EN HANDS OFF NO COVETING!

today was spent out with mel, and fifteen minutes of shu ZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!! thanks mel for meeting meeeeee :) :) and i'm SO SO SO SO SO SO TIMES ONE MILLION SORRY FOR PANG SEHING YOU LAST MINUTE I REALLY AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

therefore i am not going to blog about what i did after that. goodnight.

2008-04-05T14:03:00.000+08:00

You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down

i'll look after you

2008-04-05T12:55:00.005+08:00

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one i'll always know
When i'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

<3

cheer up love, i hate seeing you so down you know. 1) we can get through this together and 2) it's not worth it!! happy complex numbering :)

listen to the music at the moment maybe sing with me

2008-04-05T01:24:00.002+08:00

today turned out really funny. the class thing was cancelled, so kiat, ian and i went to jerome's house. and then kiat and i went to meet sheryl and yanxun after that. pictures when i feel like uploading!

i am looking forward to tomorrow, syc!! haven't seen my church people for super long. shu and amanda aren't going. so i'm going with mel!! :) i'm so excited!

<3 my church friends! :)

i am in such a weird mood now. before i type anything else really stupid and sentimental i will go and watch a movie online. goodbyeeeeeee!

HI DO US A FAVOUR PLEASE

2008-04-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLOOOOOOOOOO WHOEVER'S IN AC MUST VOTE EUGENIA HAN FOR COUNCIL OKAY :) :) :) :) :)

we're breaking free

2008-04-03T19:45:00.002+08:00

today was the most awesome day i've had this week. thank you kiat for coming over after school and totally making my day!! i couldn't have asked for more <3

we went to anchorpoint for lunch, at this certain green floored/ tablemat/ menu/ walled place. and the waiter was so toot. brought us the wrong drinks and wrong soup. but nevermindddd!!

walked around and i finally got my tweezers. so annoyed i swear paul took it. paul if you're reading this and you took my tweezers, i'm forgiving you this time. don't take my tweezers anymore :(

went back to my place where it rained like mad. kiat changed his tuition time so i forced him to eat some dinner haha. peranakan. we watched tv and chilled and when saul came home they started talking about their wrestling. i don't get wrestling. i don't like wrestling!!!! yay liverpool drew with arsenal!!! :)

i'm going to do some work now (if i don't get distracted by the tweezers) zai jian and i'm super excited, going to meet some of my ex classmates tomorrow with kiat!! hiao hiao!!

i woke up in a car

2008-04-02T17:46:00.004+08:00

"Kiat I hope you're feeling so much better now <3 I'm making this post public only cause I want you to see this :) You still have charissa and thats enough for anybody :) much love to the both of you <3"

it was slightly more than a week ago that you wrote this, and now i've come to believe everything you said to me before was total bullshit. i trusted you and you turned your back on just me like that, i can't believe i bought all the "love you" and "i'll always be there for you" things you said to me. why even say it in the first place denise.

"The littlest of things matter to me so much. The worst thing you can do to me is to betray my trust."

you also happened to say this, and i thought for someone to say this you'd know how to keep your mouth shut. i guess not.

april fools!!

2008-04-01T21:12:00.002+08:00

today during assembly, instead of the three principals coming out on stage for assembly there were three huge potted plants. and after assembly when some students ran out on stage to take the potted plants away (cause the principals would walk back to sit down) i wanted to laugh out loud hahahah hilarious!!!!

CHENG WEI MESSAGED ME TODAY AND SHE SAID "Char. You know what... I think i might be pregnant" OMGOSH LA i believed it for ten seconds okay i was so shocked!!! then i remembered it was april fools and then i sent back "HAPPY APRIL FOOLS" hahahah cheng you suck :)

okay i have to go and study now. i'm resisting huge temptation to play online games. so i think i'm gonna run as far away from the com as possible. BYEEEEEEE

iris

2008-04-01T18:53:00.003+08:00

and i don't want the world to see me
cause i don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
i just want you to know who i am

some people can be so judgemental.

and you know people should really stop putting pressure on others and first try to find out what the other person's going through before you judge the person and make the person feel like total crap.

i feel cheated more than ever today. trust huh?

mahjong :)

2008-03-31T20:45:00.002+08:00

half day today!!!! played tennis at kiat's with adam and jeremy. i can't make up my mind whether i like tennis or not. haha. i like tennis when i hit the ball and it goes nicely to the other court :)

highlight of the day, MAHJONG AGAIN. hahahah. kiat and i were watching south park halfway when chip came in and said MAHJONG? i was super happy hahahahahahahah. but pang sai la, kiat won once, both his brothers won once each, and i didn't win :(

nvm i go and practice.

i left ratzo at kiat's house and now i have nothing to sleep with :(

feel like playing mahjong now, saul thinks i'm addicted. i think i have to go and do work eeeeeeeeeee ;alskdjf;alsdkfjas;ldfjas;ldfjasld and my father wants me to do some study plan thing as;ljf;lsdkfj i don't want to do a;sldkfj;asldfkj

meowmeow today was a happy day so i will end off this post happy :) okay i will go and look at my complex numbers tutorial now!!!

2008-03-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

blah blah blah okay bye

meow meow

2008-03-30T00:12:00.002+08:00

today was far from fun and funoramacangokissmyass. hated it.

after funorama i went kiat's house. PLAYED MAHJONG WITH KIAT AND HIS BROTHERS. i <3 mahjong so fun so fun!!!!! and kiat has such nice brothers hiao hiao.

i am tired so i don't want to elaborate. but something has been on my mind lately.

i was thinking, i have many friends around me but i wonder who i really care about and who really cares about me. so please, if you don't care right. or if you care because you're just curious, then seriously i don't need your concern. so don't bother asking me how i am. and don't bother telling me you'll be there for me or whatever pang sai rubbish you can come up with.

oh my what's wrong with me.

aiya don't know la.

oh my gosh i'm such a freak. please be afraid

2008-03-29T01:01:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA HE IS SO STUPID I TOLD HIM THE CAKES HAVE TO COOL AND HE PUT THEM IN THE FRIDGE AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH THEY LOOK REALLY GROSS BY THE WAY AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH SO STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

baby down on dream street

2008-03-29T00:49:00.003+08:00

when i close my eyes
there's angels all around
singing a love song

it's 12.52 and i'm IN THE KITCHEN. i got home and wanted to sleep but paul begged me to stay up to make his lava cake with him.

hahah he is such a mess. we had to melt chocolate and butter. AND HE FORGOT TO ADD SUGAR so we had to do it again. then he tried to melt it by putting it in a saucepan of water when the water level was below the level of the chocolate ZZZ. what a lao pok dao pok. then he felt warm and plugged in the fan.. and didnt turn the fan on. HE IS HOPELESS WITHOUT ME

waiting for the stupid lava cake to bake now. ahah looks damn lumpy jfa;sldkjfsda;ljkf eeee. arrghh the lava cake is bubbling in the oven.. is it supposed to do that? i think not right eeee. my brother is a retard. talking to zhi xiu on the phone and he's telling zhi xiu horrid stuff about me ROAR

OH THE CAKES ARE DONE HIAO HIAO GOODBYE GOODNIGHT

tell me that we belong together

2008-03-27T20:46:00.002+08:00

The strands in your eyes that colour them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth

i'll be

2008-03-26T11:57:00.002+08:00

i'll be your crying shoulder
i'll be love's suicide
i'll be better when i'm older
i'll be the greatest fan of your life

the greatest fan of your whole life

it's britney, bitch

2008-03-25T19:33:00.003+08:00

today after school kiat and i went to cathay to meet xiang un, shi han and boren. met them at ben and jerry's. we stupidly took the lift to level three, then four, then back to two. after ben and jerry's we had nothing to do so we went next door to the adidas shop.

THERE WERE THESE REALLY NICE LIVERPOOL BAGS AND IM SO LSKDFJLDSKFJ I CANT FIND THEM ONLINE SO I CANT SHOW YOU THE PICTURE BUT THE BAGS ARE SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to get one for my birthday :) hope they don't sell out i'll kill myself ahahahhahaha

at 3, kiat and i went to sakae sushi and ate over sixty bucks worth of 1.99 sushi ahahahahahah but it was the buffet thing so we felt super pleased with ourselves. hahah. I AM SO FULL NOW feel like a complete juno. how disgusting.

ljfas;klfja;slkjfsalkfjsa;ljfsl;jkfdsla;dkjf too full too tired zzzz bye

piece of me

2008-03-24T20:25:00.002+08:00

i feel better after talking to kiat hahah

ROARRRRR and yes i'm pmsing actually.

I MISS REUBEN AND XIN WEI. and blue and horny and silk blanket hahahahah.

i've to bathe.. but i'm listening to piece of me by britney spears so i'm just going to sit here until the song ends then i'll go.

feeling super gross, yesterday i had a beer and a 3/4 pack of lays salt and vinegar while watching the match. today when i got home i finished the remaining 1/3 pack.

i'm supposed to study everyday but stupid knn ho just killed it. i still have to finish writing the assing essay. sldfkjdslkfjdlsf

i think right. i really don't like school!!!!!!!! like i've just completely lost my purpose in school. everyday i go to school and just.. sit there. eeeee

song ended bye!

ee unwelcome back to school

2008-03-24T19:47:00.002+08:00

i've been having such a shit time and this is going to be a shit entry so if you're tired of hearing me complain then don't read it. cause if you do then you're asking for it aren't you.

firstly i got back my results. like raw score. i should go and kill myself.

secondly liverpool lost to man u and now everyone is being damn ass about it i feel like slapping them SHUT UP STOP TELLING ME ABOUT IT ALREADY YOU STUPID HOLES

thirdly i just got sent for detention today i SWEAR my gp teacher is bloody biased. she freaking hates jeremy and i.

jeremy, kenneth and i got sent for detention cause she wasnt happy with our essay. AND THEN today she messaged kenneth and said he didnt have to go. what the hell. and this isn't the first time she's sending me to detention and making me redo the essay. the last essay i did she made me do that. BALLZ TO HER. BIG BALLZZZZZZZ.

and in class she always makes jeremy sit in front. and she likes to separate jeremy fareed and i like what is her assing problem. she totally enjoys doing that doesn't she. and don't tell me it's for my own good i'm too stubborn to listen to that.

ok good talking to kiat nowwwww goodbye!!!!

meww

2008-03-23T23:29:00.003+08:00

i'm so annoyed alkdsjf;alsdkjfs;adlkjfas;dlfkjas;lkdfjsaldkfjasd;lkfjsd;lkfjas;dlkjfsda;lkfjas;dlkfj
it's mourning time :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( whyyyyyyyyy like thattttsa;lkdjf;ldsakfjl;dskfj;dsalkfj;sladkfj

dsfkgjd;flkgj;dsflkgjd; flgkjdf;lkgj im going to sleep :'( hate man u I HOPE ARSENAL WINS LATER

liverpool is going to winnnnn

2008-03-23T21:25:00.002+08:00

i miss my church friends

♥ SHU watch the stars crash into the sea, says:
HAHA pervy smile
♥ SHU watch the stars crash into the sea, says:
*smiley
charissa owen says:
HAHAH
charissa owen says:
just for you
charissa owen says:
sexy lover
charissa owen says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
♥ SHU watch the stars crash into the sea, says:
HAHA SCREW okay, laters! (:

SHU YOU DONT LOVE ME ANYMOREEE

mel you're hilarious HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH YOUR MOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ;)

love you allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll catch up when you're back from your stupid vacation! hope you have fun and at the back of your mind YOU HAVE TO THINK OF MEEEE

omgoshomgosh liverpool nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww :)

eeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-03-23T14:49:00.004+08:00

you #1= no scruples bswpehc
you #2= no scruples liar
you #3= no scruples ugly
you #4= warped scruples becoming like #3

you #5= thanks for not being like #4
you #6= yay don't sad you're amazing :)
you #7= LOVE YOU THE MOST YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

now you're gone

2008-03-18T15:46:00.003+08:00

cheng you'll see this when you're back, i just tried calling your house to remind your mom (hahahah) but nobody answered! anyway yes i promise you i will study hard, i'm starting work soon. hiaohiao!!

went to leon's house with kiat yesterday and shi han was there too. LIKE OMGOSH his dog gave birth recently so there were SEVEN LITTLE PUPPIES THEY WERE SO CUTEEEEEEE like majorly cute!!!!!!!!!!!!! their eyes werent even open yet!!!!!!!!!! I LOVEEEEEeeeee animals and he has a cat and koi too and i played with all of them hahahahahahahahah. but his dogs are the best. seriously. i loveeeeeeeee the puppies they're so adorable! if i had milk i would feed them HAHAHAHAHAH i sound like quite a freak. had pizza on his rooftop which was as amazing as kiat always describes. saw the pighouse ahahhahah i must remember to look out for it whenever i pass bukit timah!

omgosh. it's 4.23 and i'm supposed to start work at 4.30. eee bye

mewww

i tried to be chilled but you're so hot that i melted

2008-03-16T21:00:00.002+08:00

(some things just never ever become the same again because some people are just too disgusting)

back to school.
oh. my. gosh.
i'm not readyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

handle bar/ cafe del mar

2008-03-15T01:34:00.003+08:00

i had such an amazing time today! : )

kiat came over at about two plus because he had to go to queensway to collect his racket. then we went back to his place to tennis with xin wei and jerome. had such a fun time : ) although i got annoyed halfway by two stupid outside people hahahahah. but i'm in such a good mood now i don't feel that annoyed anymore!

xin wei and jerome went home to shower and change, and kiat and i went back up to his place to shower. reuben came and then we cabbed to handle bar! won't elaborate but i <3333 the elite table/ cool club hahahahahahah. reuben and ryan left soon after dinner :( :( sad to the maxxxxx

eileen, ian, ian ong, marcus, xin wei, kiat and i went to cafe del mar for some drinks, it was pretty good! played five ten with xin wei, kiat and ian hahahaha super funny! kiat, xin wei and ian dropped me home at about twelve plus.

i wish i live at bukit panjang!!!! where kiat + reuben + xin wei + ian stay. SO FUN LA then we can play everyday. okay in my dreams. so yepppppppp that pretty much sums up my day yay yay yay : )

going to watch beauty and the geek now hur hur BYEEEEEEE :)

you've got mail

2008-03-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

"no, but there is the dream of someone else"

today we didn't go to christopher's house because it rained like mad and we were both waiting for the rain to stop.

hate the rain!!

so i stayed at home.. and made myself super happy. i watched two movies online! pokemon, the one with latias and latios.. they're so cuteeeeeeeeeee i think everyone should watch it!!!!!!! makes me feel like playing pokemon on the gba again!

then i watched you've got mail. it's a very very very old show starring tom hanks and meg ryan. but i LOVE it. i almost forgot the show existed!!! the first time i watched it, i remember, was sometime in primary school on my father's computer. go watch it okay, it's such a nice show, it's my favourite movie now, along with parent trap :) hiao hiao

i have no idea what's happening tomorrow.

drink up baby down

2008-03-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

went to meet eileen today to tan and the weather was so weird!!!!! it was rainy, but like super light rain. and then the sun came out SUPER STRONG for like five minutes. we got burnt HAHAHAHAHAHAH such losers right.

i brought my frisbee, and we played with it. got a huge bruise on my shin cause i tend to stick out my leg to stop things. bad idea. arrgh sick. my legs are super abused. ahah. had lunch at delifrance and we felt super conscious after that. ate a hell load. after we got sick of the rain the toilets were super crowded :( so we didnt shower. we just changed. felt super sick and ickyyyyyyy

eileen left to go home for dinner and kiat and i went to the hawker centre. went with him to meet his ex classmate and her sister for dinner at holland. michelle and crystal. i swear they look like twins!!!!!!! we went to cold rock after that, WE ARE SO GREEDY :( kiat and i shared a small take home pack HAHAHAHAHAHA so horrid right. felt so embarrassed. after they made the ice cream they were like 'how many spoons'? we were like uhhhhh two asldkfj;asldkjfdsl;fsld;fl hahahahhaha eeeeeeeee

going to TANAH MERAH TMR to visit christopher and have lunch at the airport :) hiao hiao i am enjoying my holidays!!! cause i know it's gonna end soon and and and and and and andddd i'll have to study for the rest of the year :(

serangoon gardens!

2008-03-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

today i was walking to church from the mrt station and i heard someone call my name. when i turned around it was brian and joshua!! so i got a lift to church :)

after church was super fun, went for lunch with kiat and brian at serangoon gardens. had western and it was super good! and quite cheap. after that we went to eat ice cream at haato hahah mel i redeemed my free ice cream :)

brian dropped us off at the bus stop and we bused to take a train to town where we went to meet aaron. went to aaron's house after that. his house is superrrrrr nice to go and chill! hahah had such a retarded time with kiat and aaron on the train to his house. involved lots of slapping and licking HAHAHAHAH laughed like mad :)

i just realised i ended all my paragraphs with a smiley ahahah. had such a nice day today really.

hope tomorrow's just as nice! :) meeting eileen tmr at 10 to suntan HAHAH (shu en you need a tan too) then kiat is coming at eleven plus. <333333 kiat sorry for being such a jb hahahahha you're good at guessing right i think you know what i mean!

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